A bit too much

The past 2 weeks were very eventful. Everything was just a bit ...too much

Work- Too much stress
very busy at work week. I felt kinda frustrated lately.
I am trying to do my best everyday, a small appreciation is not demanding , right ?
The most supportive manager is leaving soon, honestly, I lost the motivation to work here already.

Personal- Too much to think, or thinking too much?
I was pretty sure what I needed until I saw you again. I know we are not going to work out, and I never thought about getting back together again since last Sept. but why am I still care about things you said or things you have done for me? Too much game involved. I always think " why can we just be honest to each other or honest to myself? " but i know, sometimes being too honest there is also a chance of getting hurt too.

Fun - Too much fun
Most of my friends are still in college and last week, they were having their spring break. Get the chance to see everyone, it was nice. You guys also proved me I am still not that old. I worked 8 hours, got out of work at 11:30pm..and still managed to go clubbing with you guys...3 times within a week. Plus, stayed up until 5am after work and drove one of my friends to the airport....
then going to Amherst ...totally black out , and throw up in my own car. It was fun and happy to see all my friends , real friends =)