Saturday, January 2, 2010

It should not be whatever this time

Its February already !! I can't wait the coming of this summer! Its gonna be the first summer I spend in Boston ! really ...because I was in HK every summer and in New york last year. I have a list of places I wanna go and eat =) I try to explore more about this place before I go back to Hong Kong for good

I have been having nightmares in the past 2 weeks, hate it a lot. I just could not sleep well, not sure about the weather or being too stress...miss family a lot lately, some personal stuff stress from work...hopefully, everything gets better after Chinese new year !

I has a mixed feeling of frustration and confusion recently. I learned my lesson, and I figured how frustrating it would be for ignoring the one you are close to while you are having fun at another place. Now, I am the one who is being ignored ...That's what people call what comes around goes around.

However, I am trying to work things out this time. It's just a simple message. Am I asking too much? I cannot even answer myself. What is too little, what is too much? Someone ever said to me that I am needy, this still bothers me. I am actually sick of it. I have tried my best already, and it will only work when both are willing to

but ...clubbing on this Saturday did make me feel better. Not that I was upset so I went clubbing, but just I could see my dearest friends! Thanks for taking care of me! haha, thats the first time u guys needed to look after me.
It was totally not fun at all the next day i had to work at 7am ....=P

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